It's the last day of John. I had big plans for this post but things around the house have been crazy. Too many details to explain but a lot has been going on. Really I think I over committed myself for this week. Keep me in your prayers. I have not blogged about this but my husband has recently suffered a pretty bad back injury. He has physical therapy three days a week and had an MRI yesterday morning. We are still waiting for the report. For twelve years he has worked for UPS and I think it has finally taken a toll on his body. Our home has been under a lot of stress lately in so many ways. Please keep us in your prayers. Also I am always trying to do something to make some extra money. It's nice to be able to go out to eat on the weekends and of course it's nice to shop! So I have taken on two kids for the Summer. Twice a week, sometimes three times a week, I will be keeping two kids. They are great kids and I love the family. Also, it's a huge financial blessing. I don't want to do it but we need some extra money right now so I am trying to take every opportunity the Lord brings me.
Today, I have had a hard day. In many ways I am discouraged and disappointed. It's not really over anything particular, it's just been a tough day. I don't feel like being a friend, a wife or even a Mom today. Maybe I am just tired. My tough day can't be blamed on anything female so I am not sure what my problem is. I need some appreciation, some doting on, some love. I need to just sit in the lap of Jesus and cry.
Tonight is American Idol, so dinner is already cooking! My best friend from High School is coming over tonight for dinner as we watch the final two on American Iol. So I have got to find some energy.
I read John, but I have nothing to say. I'm pooped. Instead of starting the "Go Eat Popcorn" reading tomorrow, I would like to start on Thursday. So just a day later than originally planned.
I am really looking forward to the next three and a half weeks of reading. These chapters are much needed in my life right now. Not really sure how to tell you to pray for me, I am sure the Holy Spirit can guide you.